Well its Saturday of Thanksgiving break and my parents are in Japan and its really really quiet in my house, and I am very lazy and should be doing both my Econ project and my Myth paper but It smells like San Francisco outside and my windows are open so I can't really be bothered.

Being alone in the house makes me remember why I HATE being alone. It makes me all flighty and I start looking at Maps (which has become a terrible vice of mine) and I get so anxious. Yesterday I managed to have a thousand things to do, all day to do them, and still get nothing done.

I slept in 'til 7 and then I went about opening all the windows and the wind felt so nostalgic and it smelt like the temple that I got all dressed and went out walking to get coffee. I came back, nothing changed, still wanted to leave, so I went to the park. I kept coming back to the house and no one was there and nothing had changed that I ended up going for groceries, going to Borders, going to the park again and when I came home it was dark, my sister had returned so I spent the rest of the night playing mommy.

I really need to be distracted if I'm to get anything done!